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  “You have a fearless air, my dear.”

  “And why should I not? Would it help in my present situation to be fearful? Would I better survive if I were? I think not. My relatives showed me most viciously what would have become of me if I were docile.” She shrugged. “So I shan’t be if ever I was anyway,” she added, smiling. “Grandpapa spoiled me considerably.”

  “Not necessarily a liability in your case,” Molly noted. “You seem to know what you want.”

  “I find myself quite enamored of these feelings that heat my body. Once tasted, as they say … I rather look forward to continuing the pleasure.”

  Isabella was kept busy most of the day with various lessons that would make her more comfortable in the boudoir—how to dress and sit … or lie, how to serve food should a man require it, how to offer him a bath should the occasion arise, what exactly were the degrees of acquiescence most necessary to a woman intent on pleasing a client. Her instructors were all pretty women no older than she who directed her schooling with a casualness and humor she found entertaining.

  They had orders not to speak personally of themselves, so she learned little of their background and reasons for occupying Molly’s house, but none seemed disturbed to be there and all were enthusiastic about her coming liaison with Bathurst.

  “Does everyone know?” Isabella asked when the subject was broached yet again.

  “Only a few. We who are helping,” a woman named Bess replied. “Molly is strict about that. For your own privacy, she says. But you’re really going to like Bathurst. There isn’t a woman alive who doesn’t.”

  “So I’ve heard. Why is he so highly regarded? Beyond his startling good looks, of course.”

  “He likes women. It shows in everything he does—lucky you. Although he and Kate are pretty exclusive now.” She shrugged. “So he’s been out of circulation for the rest of us. But he wasn’t always. Now, look, let me show you what he particularly likes.”

  By evening, Isabella was nervously pacing the room. It was all well and good to treat lovemaking like some kind of business of skill and expertise, but she wasn’t completely emotionless, nor were her senses. And by the time her round of studies had concluded that day, she was acutely aware of her body’s responses to amorous suggestion. She’d been feeling blissfully heated for hours, her skin felt as though the merest touch would suffocate her, images of Bathurst were prevalent in her mind, and the thought of seeing his strong body unclothed when at last they met in bed was so titillating to her senses, she feared she would forget all she’d learned and collapse in a puddle at his feet.

  On edge, restless, she felt an irrepressible need to escape her room, or better yet, the house, although she knew it was impossible. Another half hour passed, her agitation heightening, inchoate desires bombarding her senses. Perhaps she could at least do her pacing in the corridor or breathe some fresh air on the small balcony at the end of the hall. Following her impulse, she quit her room, strode through the empty sitting room, and walked out into the hallway. Molly’s personal apartments were separate from the business of the house, and quiet.

  She heard his voice first and then his laugh, and she was drawn to the sound as though he were the magnet of her desires. And then she heard the low, throaty female voice, and somehow shocked when she should have known better in a house of pleasure, she halted in her tracks.

  It would be discourteous to eavesdrop; she should return to her room. But even as she acknowledged the most fitting conduct, she was moving toward the low sounds of conversation.

  The door at the end of the hall was ajar. Stopping just short of it, she leaned forward and peered inside.

  A luxurious candlelit room lay before her gaze. A more luxurious room than hers, one designed for lovemaking, with soft chairs and plush carpets and an overlarge bed on which a beautiful nude woman lay.

  Bathurst was pouring himself a drink from a small liquor table. He wore riding breeches, as though he’d just come in from the country, and his boots had been kicked off near the door. A chamois coat and linen shirt were draped over a chair back, his stockings tossed beneath it. She took note of each item of clothing as though it mattered where he’d discarded it, as if she might discern the degree of his desire for the dark-haired woman if she catalogued the location of the garments. And she experienced an uncharitable pleasure in the fact that he stood across the room from the bed.

  “Do come here, Dermott,” the pretty brunette murmured, her voice seductive, her voluptuous form elegantly disposed on the crimson silk coverlet.

  “Soon.” Lifting his glass to his mouth, he tossed it down and turned back to the well-stocked table.

  “You said that a half hour ago.”

  “I have a thirst after talking business with Shelby since morning.” He gently smiled. “Be patient, darling.” “You’re restless tonight.”

  “I’m not restless.” He added another inch to his glass, topping it off. “I just feel like drinking.” Turning back to her, he raised his glass in salute.

  “Should I read to you while you drink? I’ve a new novel.”

  “Later,” he politely murmured, moving toward a chair near the fire. Dropping into it, he slid into a lounging sprawl, tipped the glass to his mouth, and swallowed half the brandy like a man intent on getting drunk.

  “Did Shelby annoy you?”

  He shook his head. “He’s too damned polite to annoy anyone. Remarkable,” he added with a half-smile, “considering his heritage. That whole damned family is demented. He must be a by-blow.”

  “Should I go to sleep?” She spoke with a pouting moue, her voice velvety and low.

  He gazed at her through narrowed eyes. “Have I ever disappointed you?”

  She smiled. “You’re a damned beautiful sight, Bathurst, that’s all. I crave your body.”

  The firelight gilded his bronzed form, the heavy muscles of his chest and shoulders prominent, his long, powerful legs, strong arms, and hands arresting to the eye. His face was more handsome than God should allow—the perfectly modeled bone structure, fine, straight nose, sensual mouth, his dark, heavily lashed eyes so seductive, a single look could lure a woman to destruction. And not to be discounted among his lavish attributes was his distinguished arousal conspicuous even under black breeches in dim light.

  “Another half bottle and you’ll have what you crave.”

  “Promises, promises,” she playfully replied, rolling off the bed in a lithe, smooth movement. “Maybe I’ll indulge myself another way,” she purred, moving toward him.

  “Be my guest,” he offered, leaning over to reach for the brandy bottle. “I’m completely at your disposal.”

  “Not completely—yet …” she murmured, dropping to her knees and sliding between his outstretched legs. She touched the top button of his breeches, sliding her finger over the engraved silver. “But soon,” she whispered, slipping the first button free.

  “You have a charming way about you,” he softly said, half smiling in the firelight.

  “And you have what I want.” Another button came free and yet a third.

  “Now, this is so much better than the dull farm reports that filled my day.” He gazed down at her and faintly winked.

  “While I’ve been waiting for this all day,” she whispered, opening the last button and reaching inside his open breeches to draw out his erection.

  He drew in a sharp breath at the touch of her hand.

  Isabella did as well at the sight of him.

  He was magnificent—immense, towering, flagrantly rigid.

  Isabella put her hand over her mouth to curtail her exclamation of astonishment. Her body throbbed with added intensity, the heat rising to her face bringing a sheen to her forehead, and she wondered how it would feel to lie with him, to absorb the enormity of what she saw.

  She could scarcely breathe as the woman slid her fingers down his great length, the upthrust head of his arousal stretching, gleaming in the firelight, its size visibly enlarging.


  Draining his glass of brandy, Dermott set it aside, leaned his head back, and shut his eyes at the moment Kate’s mouth touched him.

  He should refuse, he transiently thought, aware of why he was so restless, of why he hadn’t wanted to join Kate in bed. But her mouth was drawing him in and he wasn’t chaste or incorruptible, especially of late. Suppressing the disturbing images of Molly’s newest pet and his own mysterious obsession, he gave in to dissolute pleasure. To a man intent on forgetting, living for the moment was a familiar concept, and he allowed himself to sink into a sea of self-indulgence.

  The woman’s head seemed to move in slow motion, Isabella noted, her mouth lingering at the crest of the ascent for protracted moments, then sliding down the entire length with silken fluidity. How could she possibly breathe at that point, Isabella wondered, both aroused and furious at the sight, jealousy a nebulous demon in her mind.

  Dermott’s low, soft moan gave evidence of his gratification, and Isabella’s displeasure escalated. How could he engage in sex with this woman when he’d said he wanted her?

  But she knew the answer even as she asked the question.

  Because a woman was a woman was a woman for the Earl of Bathurst—the exemplary standard and model for casual sex. She would do well to remember that brutal fact. But reality, however brutal, couldn’t nullify her heated response, nor her wanting him like any woman who set eyes on him, and seething with resentment, she spun away.

  “Where have you been?” Molly was in the sitting room when Isabella returned.

  “Enjoying a firsthand view of Bathurst and a woman,” she snapped, swiftly moving toward her bedchamber, her cheeks hot with indignation.

  “Oh, dear.” Setting down her pen, Molly pushed aside the ledger she was working on. “Can I help?”

  “No!” Immediately regretting her sharp reply, Isabella came to a stop and forced a polite smile. “I’d just like to be alone, if you don’t mind.”

  “No, of course not.”

  Turning away, Isabella swiftly proceeded to her room, slamming the door behind her as though such pettiness would allay her anger. And pettiness it was, she ruefully admitted a short time later when her temper had cooled. What possible hold did she have on Bathurst? What possible reason would he have to preserve his virtue for her? It was laughable. He was the most irresistible man in London, and not because of his charming ways at the whist table. Although knowing him, he probably had entertained a lady or two on the card tables as well. She was able to smile then, imagining the scene, and ever practical, before long she had reconciled reality with ridiculous girlish wishes.

  That done, she undressed, put on her nightrail, and climbed into bed with a book, but it was impossible to read with the lurid images fresh in her mind. She sighed, frustrated, torn between anger, need, and practicality, her emotions in turmoil. He was even more beautiful unclothed, she recalled, his powerful body perfection. No wonder women craved him. She shut her eyes against the surge of desire that coursed through her. Strange, how ardent longing could overcome minor matters like a libertine’s reputation, his lack of constancy, the bizarre oddity of what they were about to do. Stranger yet that she envied his bed partner tonight when moments ago, she’d been cursing her existence. Imagining another scene with herself beside him, she fell asleep, smiling and dreaming romantic dreams.

  Later, Molly came into Isabella’s room, turned down the lamps, and took away the book that had fallen from her hand. Standing at the bedside for a moment, she gazed at the fresh young beauty who had stumbled into her home. Was she doing the right thing? she wondered. Or would Bathurst hurt her in the end? Should she find Isabella a lawyer with clout? Would such a man be able to protect her from all the predators? And at base, was her scheme too outré both for Isabella and her own sense of justice? No simple answers came to mind, only uncertainty and doubt as she pondered the dilemma of this young heiress facing a brutal world.

  Perhaps by morning, Molly thought, some solution would clarify her unsettled thoughts. Certainly, she would talk to Isabella once more to see that she understood completely. Too many of her own emotions were associated with the young woman’s plight, too many long-ago wounds that never quite healed distorted her ability to deal rationally with the situation.

  But ultimately it wasn’t her decision, she knew. There was comfort at least in that.

  Isabella would make her own choice.

  With a sigh, she quietly closed the door behind her.

  Dermott stayed with Kate as long as politeness required, allowing her the pleasure she craved, indulging her senses, skillfully operating on instinct if not emotion. But she seemed not to notice, or if she did, she knew better than to take issue. Either way, he left feeling guilty—a ridiculous sentiment to be experiencing under the circumstances, his friends would attest. But ridiculous or not, he wasn’t a happy man when he stalked into Molly’s sitting room, glanced at the closed door to Isabella’s bedchamber to check that she wouldn’t hear him, and said in a low, decisive voice. “I’ll be back in a week. Get her ready. But I mean to have her when I return, ready or not.”

  Molly pushed her chair away from the small desk. “I won’t have her forced.”

  “I don’t foresee a problem.”

  “Unfortunately, she saw you tonight.”

  “Saw me?” His expression darkened. “What the hell’s wrong with you?”

  “I had nothing to do with it. You left your door open.”

  “Jesus …” He glanced at the clock on the mantel. “How long was she there?”

  “Not long. I was gone from the sitting room for only a short time.”

  “Thank God for that, I suppose.”

  “I’m not exactly sure what she saw, but she was angry when she returned.”

  He softly swore.

  “Just a word of advice. She’s a willful young lady.” Her gaze over her reading spectacles was direct. “Consider, you might be taking on more than you wish.”

  “I don’t intend to take on anything. We all understand only a finite amount of time is involved.”

  “And yet you seem curiously compelled.” She took off her spectacles and placed them on the desk. “Hardly a common feeling for you.”

  “Maybe it’s the spring weather,” he sardonically drawled.

  “Or maybe it’s something you won’t be able to control as easily as all your other casual alliances.”

  “Let’s not make too much of this arrangement. It’s sex we’re talking about. She understands, I understand, you understand. Just have her ready for me in one week, and I’ll reward you handsomely.”

  “I don’t want money.”

  His hand on the door latch slipped away, and his gaze took on a new keenness. “You really mean it? You’re feeling that charitable?”

  “She strikes my fancy. I don’t want to profit by her misfortunes.”

  “You realize what you could get for her virginity.”

  “Who better than me,” she calmly replied. “Should I put her out for auction?”

  “No!”

  “So sure?”

  “Don’t toy with me, Molly. She’s mine.” Gripping the latch once again, he pulled the door ajar. “One week,” he gently said, and opening the door completely, he let himself out.

  6

  DERMOTT RAISED a considerable number of eyebrows the following week as he participated in the punishing schedule of spring planting. From morning to night, he worked alongside the plowmen, setting so wicked a pace, his tenants wondered if he’d gone daft from his weeks of carouse in London. And when he should have been tired at night, he couldn’t sleep, so he drank himself into oblivion instead. But even then he couldn’t suppress the images of a young, innocent woman with eyes like deep blue summer skies and a face so fair he was reminded of goodness and unclouded days.

  He scoffed at his absurd folly. Only a fool put stock in flimflam daydreams. But suddenly there was promise in the air, when his world had been shades of gray for a very long time. And fo
ol or not, he crossed off the days, impatient for the week to end.

  The day before he was to leave for London, he went to spend the evening with his mother. She lived, by choice, in a small manor house on his estate, her memories of the main house too painful. He always made it a point to visit his mother each day when he was home from London, but he felt a need for her company tonight as well.

  He didn’t know why.

  But he brought her a bouquet of her favorite ruffled tulips and a special pear from the gardener, who knew her partiality for the fruit.

  He waved away the servants when he entered the house and quietly entered her sitting room. Coming up behind her as she sat by the fire, he kissed her cheek, and sweeping his arms around her, presented her with his gifts.

  Swiveling around, she gave him a glowing smile. “I smelled your cologne, darling, so you couldn’t really sneak up on me. But I adore surprises. You came to see me again tonight.” Taking his gifts from him, she lay the tulips in her lap and admired the perfect ripe pear. “Timms is such a dear. He always remembers me.”

  “He’s forcing some new kind of pear for you as well,” Dermott said, taking a seat across from her. “I think he said they were from Persia.”

  “Didn’t we go there once?”

  “You’re thinking of your father.”

  “We weren’t with him?”

  Dermott’s grandfather had died before he was born, his years of travel preceding his mother’s childhood as well. “He told you stories. That’s what you’re remembering.”

  “You’re sure.”

  “Maybe I’m not completely sure,” he said kindly. “Tell me what you recall.”

  “I remember the ruins of Darius’ palace and the bazaars with all their beautiful colors and smells and the beautiful terraces at Nakshi Rustam.”

  His mother had retreated into the past the last years of her marriage, and even when his father had died, she’d not recovered completely from the misery of her marriage. He understood it was safer for her to live in her own universe. “That palace should be one of the wonders of the world. It’s spectacular, isn’t it?”